Today has been one of those days…. I’m moody and exhausted. The day started off crappy with an argument. That argument sparked so much guilt within myself. Why do I have to justify my staying home with my children being so much work within itself? It’s not a job that pays in checks or cash. It’s not a job that I can go and complain to the manager about a stubborn coworker. It’s not a job that I can so easily quit and just say f*** it. Nope. It’s a job where I take most pride in. It’s a job where I give my all in 150% but I still manage to never do it perfect. Then why must I justify my “job”? in my guilt I even went as far as contacting a prior coworker and asking how things were going at the clinic. Am I attempting to go back to work? Maybe. There are times when the idea has slipped my mind. Is it being put there by certain individuals at times? Absolutely.
Whatever, I decided to nap the day away with my two kiddos to just take a moment and clear my head. Afterwards,dinner and baths for both babies was done.
So stinking cute! I was rewarded by smiles and slobbery, wet baby kisses! A few “I love you mommy” from my son followed by cuddles and hugs.
This is what it’s about. Them. ❤❤❤
Now I’m indulging in some cake mix chocolate cookies with milk! Because it’s just been one of those days….